Back to many years ago, it was a heroic act of mine that saved her but in reality it had put me into countless years of agony and loneliness. She was tied to a stake, ready to be burnt for reasons of being a vampire. I will name this female vampire as Vampire A for simplicity sake.
Being then i was a young lad with gullible and senseless bravery and when i chance upon the horrible sight, i made no hesitation into saving her. Both of us fall off the cliff while trying to escape the villagers and in order to save me, she had offered her blood to me. This is how i became a vampire too. Do not be fool by the grand romance or intriguing plots of twilight or vampire diaries as my real story told otherwise.
In a world where one has an eternity to live their lives and experience new things, it’s easy to take life for granted. For instance, I’ve never worried about going to university or being in a rush to get my driver’s license. I’ve always felt that I would have all the time in the world to get to that. I have never wanted to rush through my life to reach the end of the tunnel.
Most humans have to plan their lives out meticulously so that they can fulfill all of their goals in their short lifetimes. Lucky them, to have goals, I mean. The first and only time that I felt like I was missing out was when I saw her, a young SYT that i will be teaching the piano to for the next 4 years. During this whole duration, i taught her every thing i knew and our relationship grew to such an extent we are madly in love. She is my first love and i truly treasure her a lot.
But reality came crashing in when Vampire A knock some sense into me. Vampires can't fall in love with humans as we are the undead. Not wanting to hurt her further, i decide to use the most cruel way and that is to break out with her. Back then, i was thinking this may be painful for the both of us but this is the best way for her to continue to live her life as a human and me as a vampire.
Its not strange she cried and grieved over a failed relationship and nursed her wounds for a few months. I believe its about a year passed our official breakup date when i saw her once again in orchard road not alone but walking with her university boyfriend. I watched as they crossed their fingers together and leaned against each other as they walked. The way their eyes met and how they glanced all the way to each other’s souls, I was truly envious. I felt as though I could walk the earth for millennial, and never find my soul mate, my other half.
I truly regretted then for not telling her the truth that i was a vampire for fear of scaring her away and losing her. From what i knew after that, they got married and i decided to leave Singapore for abroad to calm my lonesome soul with Vampire A.
Fast forward to last month, i returned back to Singapore and was informed about her ill health. She was lying in the hospital and are about to die. I had wanted to visit her in the hospital but fear of her recognizing my never change youth looks, i decided to glance from afar. Age had truly conquer over her as her wrinkled body and grey white hair symbolizes that. I can't helped but sigh once again if my decisions back then was correct.
Last week, i received a letter addressing to me. It was sent to me by her lawyer and in the contents, she had pleaded for me to take care of her daughter. From the letter, i knew she must had passed away.....
I'm sorry i can't continue the rest of the story now..its hard to continue as teardrops are falling onto my keyboard now. I will continue the remaining story in another date. The reason i'm revealing all these truth right now is not CSB or whatever but to remind all of you to treasure your love ones...